"Ek Mulakaat"

Today is one of those days where u just chill and relax. Feeling really lazy and sleepy yet i am writing this another post coz i am free and got no work.


Dont remember when i had written this one but it must be atleast 5 years old। Here it goes.......


उस बात को बीते न जाने कितने दिन गए बरस,
काश आज वोह दिख जाए,
इस आस में मेरी आंखे गई है तरस।


उनके साथ गुज़ारा हुआ पल लगता बहुत कम,
आज उन लम्हों को याद करू,
तोह मेरी आँखे हो जाती नम।


उनके चेहरे को जब मैं देखू, तोह न जाने मैं कहा खो जाता।
आज उस चेहरे की याद में,
मैं चैन से सो नही पाता।

न चाहते हुए भी उनकी याद सीने में चुभती जा रही है,
अब धीरे धीरे मेरे उम्मीद की लौ बुझती जा रही है।

दुआ है रब से मेरी इतनी,
वो पुरी हो जाए,
मेरी मौत से पहले,
एक मुलाक़ात उनसे मेरी हो जाए!!

Meri Arzoo........

Today is a fantastic day.....because of the phyan cyclone (i pray that no one gets hurt in the sea) the weather here has changed drastically. It was hot and humid for a few days and then suddenly it started pouring. Nice cool breeze flowing from my window and its really blissful to sit back and enjoy the weather with a hot cup of tea.

So, in this romatic weather i opened my cupboard to find some very old diaries in which i had scribbled some notes and written some poems as well :)
And there i find one my favourite poems "jo ki maine F.E mein likha tha" dated 03/04/2005. Aaj wohi poem aap logon ko batane jaa raha hu. Ummeed karta hu pasand aayega,

आप को देखा, तोह यु लगा,
मनो,
आप का चेहरा मासूमियत की मिसाल!

आपकी चाल,
मानो,
लचकती बेलों की दाल!

आपकी मुस्कराहट,
मानो,
लहराती नदी की आहट!

आपकी आँखे,
मानो,
दीप जगमगाते!

आपकी बातें,
मानो,
भवरे गीत गाते!

आपकी हया,
है एक मोहक माया!

आपका बदन,
है चंदन की महकती काया!

आपकी की साँसों में फूलों की खुसबू,
आपको पा लू,
बस इनती है "मेरी आरजू" !

This was one of the most ordinary poem that i had written, yet i believe it was beautiful. Let me know how did you find it.

A love song.

Its been quite a while since my last post. Really couldn't find the peace of mind to write anything nor did i had the time. So much of work that too at odd shifts really takes a toll on my body.

So after long time i sat down last night and wrote this poem, which is possibly the way one would love her girl. I hope you'll enjoy it.

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I meet her gaze, I help her stand.

I hold my breath and kiss her hand.

I see her blush, her cheeks red now.

I smell her hair and kiss her brow.

It brings me joy to hear her speak.

I take her hand and kiss her cheek.

I feel her skin beneath my finger tips,

I hold her face and kiss her lips.

Our love true passion now begins,

I caress her firm and kiss her skin.

Our passions flow like summer rain,

Our love's fulfill as we kiss again.

In the afterglow in fond embrace,

We speak of love and i kiss her face.

"I Miss You"

What happens when you miss someone so much that you cant hide your emotions back, you crave for her to be with you, spend sometime with you and smile in a way that even the stars fade in the brightness of her face. Really cant do anything when she's far away thinking of everything she possibly could except you........she doesn't know someone misses her.....someone feels for.........

you think of the time spent together and try to live in it.......this is exactly what the feeling was when i wrote this poem that i'm going to share with you.....i just hope someone doesn't have to take his/her awful time to read this ;)

My life has never been the same since i met you,
How should i explain, what i feel about you.

I'm in love with your voice, ever since i heard it,
now i wanna be there where you are and fall in love with you.

I feel so cold and lonely with you so far away,
i wish i could be with you, is what i pray everyday.

It was winter the last time i spoke to you,
every moment that lapsed behind i could see myself in you.

your voice so smooth and shivery in the breeze of the night,
it creeped in me as i breathed, with the moon shining bright.

I could feel the warmth inside me as if i've hugged you,
there's so much to say but i can't say it to you.

I wished you remember that someone down the lane,
thinks of you and every night before he closes his eyes he says "I Miss You"

I didn't knew i can do that!!!

It was dark and silent, the clock showed 2:13 AM. I felt sleepy but something was wrong about that day. I couldn't find sleep in my eyes, i kept staring at the ceiling wondering how that happened and then i realised the intesity of my mistake......i had lost a friend that day (not dead huh!).

For the first time in my life i felt sad and unhappy otherwise life has always been good to me. I wanted to tell this to someone (kehte hai na dard baantne se halka hota hai) but to whom??

I picked up the pen stared at the blank paper for a while and then it happened.....my emotions flowing out from the pen...and that was the day i wrote my first poem. Once i had finished, i was pretty content with my effort and said to myself "Wow!! I didn't knew i can do that!"

I'll like to share that poem that i had written almost 5 years back. here it goes...............

Piya hai maine gham ka jaam paimana todkar,
Us chehre ki yaad mein, jise dekha tha humne tutey shishey jodkar.

Tut gaye woh rishtey,
Jise banaya tha humne kachhey dhage jodkar.

Bikhar gaye woh moti,
Jise baandha tha apni umeedo se pirodkar.

Chale gaye aap hume is beech bhavar mein chhodkar,
Lo main ab bhatak raha hu har mod mod par.

Yeh haal is dil ka aisa na tha,
Yeh haal is dil ka aisa tab se hai,
Gaye ho tum jabse is dil ko todkar!!


I know you must be laughing after reading these lines (and at me as well) to be really honest i felt relaxed and went to sleep forgetting everything what had happened in the day before, to open my eyes for a brand new day and new begining.


NOTE : It is only after your comments that i'll post all the poems that i wrote later on.